Happy Belated Birthday, David

I somehow spotted him in this image from new TV show Good Omens as demon. That is irony. Hair? I don’t know. I tried not to be sad. But when I do, he’ll appeared in FB or whatever as if someone was trying to cheer me up. I always wish to meet him.

I know when his birthday is but forgot to say it. I just don’t know what else to do.

I feel like I’m in endless battle with thoughts and feelings. 

Yes, I do believe in angels.

And no, I haven’t seen the show because I am not subscribed to Amazon Prime.

Happy Birthday, David!

Wow.... what a strange dream. I saw him and he looked.... Mmmm... That dream is puzzling until I saw one post about him. Oh, birthday? Is that why you are waiting for? Here's belated Happy Birthday to you!

Wish you the luck. Hugs. Ofc, I miss you.

I made my own Traveler's Notebook.

Dreams Barely Being alive...

I didn't go out much. That is because there is no one I want to share with. I would rather go out and have fun with someone I like/love. I am getting tired of being just me. Last night, I read one of my DW stories. Yep, I wrote it. That story is kind of personal and sort of sad story. I am sort of frustrated that I noticed with the stories I wrote... some of them already appeared in actual DW shows. I am trying to understand how they got my ideas. That are all before the show happened. You see. I wrote them on my laptop so I stopped. They stopped. I do really want to finish some more but I can't with that laptop. I do not know how they got them. I feel sad and cheated by that. That mean I have to write on paper in which I used to be doing. The problem is that paper will not have auto spelling checker and few other features. Sigh. I do not want my new stories to be robbed again. Only I can do is just drawing/doodling. I bought rubber stamp that had image of the TARDIS. I stamped and then use water colors to paint.

I don't know what else to do right now. My heart still want to write more but I'm in fear that someone will find a way to take it away from me again like with my stories I typed. I feel like I have no one to trust about it.

Please, Let My Dream Comes True...

I know I didn't post much but I often wish I would finally meet actor who played The Doctor. Yep, 10th Doctor. I wish so badly to see him in person. I also wish I would meet Tom Baker too. I have been trying to get his autographed photo. I wrote a letter to him several times. No answer. I feel sad. I looked so hard for the address. I feel like God hates me.

Yes. I am deaf. I am not rich. I do not have job. But why can't God gives me a chance?

I am still sad. I am tired. I see that time is running out for me. I really want my dreams come true so badly. Why me? What have I done to deserve that?

Please... find me way to make dream comes true. Please.

Yes, it's me...

Rowan Atkinson is Doctor Who - Classic Comic Relief

I found this when I was surfing in youtube.com. I thought it is silly.

Craft: Knitted Adipose

I just found out online about one woman who knitted an adipose from Doctor Who TV series.

The sad thing was that BBC wanted to put her in trouble. What I don't understand was some people were selling some stuffs done by hand on ebay. It would be sense for some fans who don't know how to build or knit... can buy from someone who can. (READ THE STORY)

Well what was happened when I just came cross a new item which was 10 inches plush Adipose. It just came out. That reminded me the knitted one I saw few months ago. When I looked, that is how I found out what happened. Tsk. And guess what? They are selling them for about 30 BUCKS! For me, I rather make one than pay hefty price for it.

I hope that BBC is not going to be too greedy like JK Rowling. (Sorry but had to say it. I don't think JK Rowling is being honest about some things.)

Sad to find the pattern gone from her website. I am really want to knit one. I like to make things to keep myself busy than being boring.

K9 in Process... 3

I worked on "dents" on body. I did just fine with front and back.

However with sides are bit challenging because of the angles. So I figured out the shapes and measurements. I tested one by one. Just one side and I made it. Thank god. One more side to go. Done.

Can't find the plastic piece for eye. I can't remember where it went. Grrrr.

Last thing is some sort of gun out of nose. I think I just have a thing for it somewhere... will check it out.

Just drop a note...

I am going to make a new wallpaper soon.

As of now, being busy as always. Just wanted to tell about my K9 model.
I work on it when I have free time. Often time, I do my homework and stuffs first. Of course I wish it is done.

The last thing I was thinking was should I add light or not. Since it is foam core board.. I am concerning about heat from light that may effect its structure. I think of LED which is small and should be okay. Still not decide just yet.

When I was thinking about how to set nose... somehow I washed my dishes, I saw my plastic cookware that has part looks like nose. Interesting.... if I find one like that or find a way... wait and see.

Here's sneak peek of my K9 model. Taken on 10/31

K9 in Process... 2

I am going to put them (photos) up at either Flickr or Slider after Halloween.

Wait and see...

Right now I am working on neck with coverings which are remnants of fabrics.

It's like recycle them than waste them....

I finished the tail part. It's cute.

Later!

P.S. I just worked on back top part... like I said details on base of body will be put on hold as well as nose part. I gonna try to work on eye part... figure out red stuffs...

K9 in Process...

I did the body part and the neck too. Will soon working on head.

Body part, there are few details but I will not to do it now... I will hold that until later date.

I already got paints. Yah. Got few things for ear "antennas" and "eye"

I know I could not wait to complete it. Making a plan takes much longer than build it!

Keep in mind that I am using foam core board... not metal... not strong plastic thing... not wood.

I hope in the future that I could made it with better materials but for now, I am just enjoyed making it. I'm trying to take a photo of step by step.

Does my knitted collar look nice on him???


(Top part of body is not finished, there is some more to come to build)

K9 collar

I done it few days ago... not able to upload an image on my computer. I get to upload it at college. I used my old necklace.. there was bag of old stuffs I saved for project. It was long so I cut it down to small and make it a "chain" for tag. The tag is circle chipboard and I used a bit silver paint but guess what, my paint bottle is almost dry completely... I'll buy new one soon.

I also bought few thing to support neck. Can't wait to see a finishing project.

K9 collar

I put foam core board on hold because I am tired... I just do little knitting of collar with remaining yarns from my scarf (I mean it there's still much left. "Tan" is almost out about bit smaller than a baseball and so grey is sort of almost out, bit bigger than a baseball... like softball. For gold, red, green, brown and purple.. they are like half left. Interesting.) I noticed that collar has pattern but could not make out exact what color. Old K9 has collar that is plain. Recently one didn't look plain but has bars. I just go ahead do my best. I tested several times to see how many stitch I need, how many rows. I just do guess work. I think collar maybe have 5 bars of colors in it but bit hard for knit so basically I make it looks like with three colors. Wish that I could see K9 for real, I would know.

Will post photo of it when I'm done. it's fast and easy... not like my scarf- lol.
P.S. I was pondering why it showed bars instead of plain... then I found small piece of plain and noticed something in one section... it looks bars. Interesting. Will show you what I meant soon.

Here it is.